Welcome to Wonderland

Just got back from the doctor's. I remember now why I hate going there. Always with the poking and the prodding. :/ It's aggravating to my system and because of this I'm out for the count today.

Something I should probably explain to my readers. I have a stomach disease, Ulcerative Colitis. Honestly, google it cause I hate explaining it :/ It's not a fun disease, and quite honestly, it has pretty much fucked my life. I can't eat normal food, I can't enjoy the same pleasures I use to without having an upset stomach or worse, it's just...horrible. And because of this, my depression and anxiety has gotten worse. My anxiety has actually made my symptoms worse, and because of that, I'm getting sicker. It makes work a living hell, and last week at the con I had a nervous breakdown because I wanted to go up and do Anime Family Feud with Micah and Scott...and my roommate pointed out as I'm waiving my hand frantically in the air for one of them to pick me to be on their team that if my stomach gets upset I'm done for. And he was right. And it hurt. Alot.

After the con I realized I can't be the only one like this. I can't be the only geek who's fun experiences are messed up by some incurable disease. So I'm looking into starting another blog. I'm gonna keep any other details under wraps for now, but once I have everything I will post more info here :)

So getting back from the doctor, they're putting me on some stuff to help with my anxiety and depression, so that should be fun.

I'll keep you kids posted!